Although I'm still waiting for my appointment, I know how it's going to go. I'm going to be diagnosed with ASD-1 at least; maybe higher, but I'm not sure.

Althought knowing will be nice, knowing will also hurt. Knowing my behavior was nothing I could help, especially not fully understanding what's happening in my head.

I wish I could have found so much of this out before. Maybe you wouldn't hate me.

Information on ASD-1 and communication

I love you.